I just had my first session with MASTER, it was great, it lasted an hour, i was paddled, flogged, a pinwheel rolled all over my body OMG....and hot wax dripping on my skin.. i had experienced something special with MASTER that i would never trade for anything. i want to be able to do the things that HE enjoys without HIM holding back in fear its too much for me to handle. i want to be able to endure what HE wants to put out, from paddling, to flogging whatever HE so desires.
i am most happiest when i am serving MASTER, pleasing HIM, and totally submitting to HIM. i can never imagine my life without HIM, without being HIS slave. i hope i never have to find out. i know in a year and a half HE will be moving back home to florida to HIS wife and family and that day will be the hardest for me. i will be happy for HIM, and happy that HE will be reunited with HIS family but to have to see HIM go and not know if ill see HIM again, or get to serve HIM, will be the worst day of my life...and i really am not sure how i will handle it.
BUT as for now i will always serve HIM above and beyond whatever HE requires of me. I love HIM im in love with HIM, as much as a slave can and more. HE will forever have my heart, mind, body and soul, my devotion and total dedication and HE will always be cherished and totally loved.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
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