Saturday, June 13, 2009

again my hormones are kicking and has been a week i know that isnt long but when you have a MASTER as i do all you wanna do is pleasure HIM. and i love sex too but it still remains my hormones are out of control and i cannot ask for it or ask anything about it or MASTER will take it away from me. how do i express my feelings concerns or just say im horny without MASTER getting upset or taking sex with HIM completely away? i mean HE is getting HIS which is fine its none of my business but sometimes when HE goes elsewhere for it and have me go days without i feel like i dont please HIM that may not be the case but i feel like im unwanted or undesirable. not because HE is having sex with others cuz i really dont care...just want to be able to be the one to please HIM sexually also.